Ever been so heartbroken you literally felt your heart break? That painful ache that makes you loose your breath and long for a release.. You wish you could be numb to it all and tell yourself it's not worth it. Try to think happy thoughts that just wouldn't stay, constantly trying to understand why it even had to happen, trying to figure out if you really deserve it and wondering what went wrong... You've felt this pain before, you were fine after a while. Hopefully it'll be the same again. You know you'd be okay eventually but not now... Not tonight