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"My mission should I choose to accept it, is to find peace with exactly who and what I am. to take pride in my thoughts, my appearance, my talents, my flaws and to stop this incessant worrying that I can't be loved as I am"

Tuesday, 23 December 2014

The silence only fills my head with noise..


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